22 January 2011


I just got home from a basketball game. My team won by a lot. I played, well, it was not my best game ever, but it was okay.

When I got out of the locker room and found that there was no one there waiting for me, that's when I felt so alone. I have no family - let alone friends.

Well, I guess I deserve it. I mean, I have to not expect my host parents coming to my games when in most of them I was just sitting on the bench. Besides, who am I that they need to go to MY game? They have their own freaking business.

Friends? Well, I just dont have friends and dont have the ability to make them.

I know I'm such a fool by crying for this stupid basketball game. But sometimes being a fool is enjoyable.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

masih aja..keep try honey,,